Its has took so long for me to do a post over here. I don't know exactly why, but was not feeling good enough to do one. But today I felt like sharing something God brought to my mind to encourage me.
     A few days back I was feeling very bad because of something, that I am not in control of physically. I never wanted something so in my life. I was really feeling so bad and was almost getting lost, if it had gone so further like that I would have been into something really bad. Suddenly this thought came to my mind that God wants to prove to the devil that His children whom he loves will remain faithful to Him whatever goes wrong around them. That's what He expects from us and what we are supposed to do. When we look into the book of Job (don't think I'm comparing myself to Job. I'm just an unrighteous, a messed up guy living just because of His grace.) we can see the devil challenging God saying “Does Job fear God for nothing? Have you not put a hedge around him and his household and everything he has? You have blessed the work of his hands, so that his flocks and herds are spread throughout the land. But now stretch out your hand and strike everything he has, and he will surely curse you to your face." and God lets satan to have everything Job has, to show satan that his claims were false..
      We may have hard times in our lives(I dint had anything like Job had in his life, not even one by hundredth of what he had.) but when God lets something happen in our life He fills us with His power that we can stand and face it.. Yeah, sometimes God may let the devil touch us physically to prove him that we, His children will be faithful to Him. God will pour out His power and fill us with His Holy Spirit not because we are worthy for it, but He loves us and He never wants us to fail. He will never let us down. By each hard time in our life God make us more perfect and teaches us to love Him more to be more faithful to Him.

     While writing this I was listening to this song..

     These days I'm having such a wish to work for any mission organization. I'm asking God to bring forth someone to support me just for a few months if its not against His plan for me. After that, if God helps me, I can support myself. Its just my wish, may be what God has in store for me is something different and it would be more better than my plans.
    Lord I'm surrendering me fully in your hands. Let your plan for me happen in my life, not mine. Use me according to your will. Forgive me the flaws in my life..

    I would like to have your prayers for me..

    Have a great day..:-)
    your friend in Christ..
    Aneesh

Jesus welcomes His child home. Well done good and faithful servant.

Face to face with Christ, my Savior,
Face to face--what will it be?
When with rapture I behold Him,
Jesus Christ who died for me.

    Face to face I shall behold Him,
    Far beyond the starry sky;
    Face to face in all His glory,
      I shall see Him by and by!

Only faintly now, I see Him,
With the darkling veil between,
But a blessed day is coming,
When His glory shall be seen.

What rejoicing in His presence,
When are banished grief and pain;
When the crooked ways are straightened,
And the dark things shall be plain.

Face to face! O blissful moment!
Face to face--to see and know;
Face to face with my Redeemer,
Jesus Christ who loves me so. 


I found this in my mail and it was really encouraging, especially in this time of my loss.. I thought of sharing it with my friends here..

Have a nice day..:-)
God bless you all...:-)
with prayers..

Back after some unhappy incidents in life..

Actually I'm not sure what I'm going to post or anything. I was, not just me but our family, going through a series of unhappy events. The one that really make me lose myself was the demise of our brother(actually not my brother, my brother in law's brother. He was more than a brother to us.) He was a part of a ministry in North India serving our Lord. And Lord called him back when He found its good for our brother. We are sad and broken with this incident. He was so young, just 30 years old. We can't even imagine that our brother, Peace is no more there.. Still we have to accept it as it is the reality. Our God's plans are always for good not to harm us. I am not getting words to do more with this post. This is the second person whom I lost in my life who loved a lot..

Sorry for not being here..

Hi friends,
 I'm back after a few days of mental disturbance, with the help of prayer and a wonderful Sunday worship. I was going through a particular mental condition due to certain situations at home. By grace of God I'm back to the normal state of my mind. Our Pastor Aunty(what we call our Pastor's* wife) came home and encouraged and uplifted me and prayed for me. After that yesterday's worship, all together brought me back to my normal state. It was after a long time enjoying a Sunday worship to this extend.

 Next week onwards I'm having exams. I have got to prepare for them. All boring theory papers..wished if all exams were practicals and problems...I can't even imagine!! These textbooks works very well for me instead of sleeping pills..;-)


 I came across this video. you might have seen this before. Its really touching, inspiring.. Yes it may even change your life..

The words in the video are given below just in case you want to read it..

My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your DadAlmighty God

Father's Love Letter used by permission Father Heart Communications © 1999-2011 www.FathersLoveLetter.com

Keep me in your prayers.:-)

 God bless you...

 with prayers and love..

 your brother in Christ.

There's no sin you could imagine that is stronger than my love

When I was depressed with my messed up life while at college, it was this song that gave me hope and made me lively and brought me back into a normal life. I believes that God was talking to me through it.

I love You God that you gave your life for my sins..

God bless...:-)
with prayers...:-)

My first post..:-)

Hi Friends,
 I'm new to this blogging thing, i don't even write..just went through some people's blogs, got inspired :-) and felt like starting one..there may be errors or flaws in my language, grammar, style of writing and all as a person who is a complete mess..please bear me and please correct me at things you thinks wrong..

 I don't even have any idea about what i'm going to do here..anyways whatever is done let it be for His glory..:-)
I always ask God to show me what is His plan about me..may  be i won't be able to accept it all of a sudden as it may not be a bit near my dreams and ideas; but I believe His plans for me are better than mine.' "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11'..

keep in your prayers friends..
God bless you all..:-)
with prayers...

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